Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Uncertainty

It's over. Really really over! Nothing I can do at this moment. What I can do is waiting!! Argh... I really hope that I can make it. I did not do well in my long case discussion. I was quite shock with the case that I got. The history was weird. Really really weird!! What the patient told me was what happened 8 years ago. He took a type of medication since then and did not have any relapse for the past 7 years. There was not much of signs on clinical examination. However, I really did my best. I 'pretended' to be confident (well, I wasnt sure what the case was about), presented the history as loud as possible, answered as much as I could. At the end of the examination, I almost wanted to say 'Pls pass me!!!' Luckily for me, portfolio discussion wasnt that tough. I quite satisfied with my performance. I got surgery, gynae and ortho cases for discussion. I could answer most of the questions.

Argh, it's finished. I drove back home, took shower, and slept. I was tired and exhausted physically and mentally. I hoped that's end of it. I did not want to undergo all this again in my life. It's really tough! I almost reached my limit.

Now, apart from waiting, I have something more urgent to deal with....Argh, I really do not want to talk about this. I really hope that I have money now.....a lot lot of $$$ :(

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